Do you want to start all over again?

There is so much violence and discomfort in reconstruction but deeper loss in keep pursuing the flawed you. The broken you. Sooner or later you will need to fix the parts of you that need clipping — a struggle that fuels you and not exhausts you.
Ask yourself, do you want to let go of your toxic traits?
Are you tired of putting yourself down for no reason and constant worrying?
Do you want to cut off toxic friends and peers no matter the bond?
Do you want to break off the shackles that confine you?
Are you sinking under societal expectations?

I’m sure all of us have experienced these self-sabotaging moments and feelings of self-doubt where we blame ourselves a little too much for everything that went wrong in our lives. Things might not have happened the way you planned them but don’t you forget there’s always hope and struggle to make things right for us.

So, if you’re feeling stuck or lost, you need to take smaller steps to get away.

Where you are right now isn’t the end of you. Where you are right now doesn’t have the power to define your whole life. Isn’t there a sublime comfort in knowing that you can always change the course of your life? No matter the darkest days and hopeless moments. Everytime you see the sun blinding your eyes and everytime you jump off the bed, you’ll feel the power to question your despair. The moments where you felt like not getting up and yet you did. You’re capable of winning all your battles. You’ll only lose when you give up. But, why would you?

There are endless possibilities all around you. The sun rises up everyday even when the night sky pushes him away. The emptiness, the moments of despair and burning aches are all part of the bigger plan. Rock bottoms are supposed to come over now, otherwise you would never be able to know your truest potentials.

No matter how bad this feels, don’t let rock bottom win. You know every way to fight off the darkness. Haven’t you been here before? And gotten out? So, this is just another bump in the road, not your whole life.
Keep going.
I hope you never stop pursuing yourself.
Love, …

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